I have to quit smoking and this really, really sucks. Today I’ve been pacing myself as far apart as I can and trying to use the e-vape thing with 0 nicotine. I have to quit due to an upcoming surgery, and can have no nicotine in my system, so no patch or any other aids to quit smoking for me. I’m not exactly low stress at the moment either.
Yes, I know it’s bad and it’s a horrible habit and I’m an evil person for smoking. Whatever. I know these things and can wish I’d never started smoking, but I still enjoy that cigarette with my coffee in the morning, or after I eat, or when I’m trying to unwind. Feeling sort of scattered also, although that may just be from the past week.
bah I’ll write more later.